Spring is here
Flowers are blooming
Buds on the trees
Leaves will be blowing

Gone is the gray
Of the past wintertime
For Spring has arrived
Leaving doldrums behind

Children will soon
Frolic and play
Bringing joy and delight
To their parents each day

Walkers and joggers
Take to the bike trails and streets
Bicycles and motorcycles
Go faster than feet

And with each passing day
The sun does descend
Bringing bedtimes and cuddles
For the next day ahead

©Kimberly Balles 2017 All Rights Reserved.

via Daily Prompt: Gray

Robin’s Nest

We have a robin’s nest right above our porch light by our back door. Each morning as she was building the nest, she was flying back and forth and could be seen with various items to create this nest. Mud was part of this and at one time there was a spot of mud on the window that is next to our door.

She zipped back and forth which was great entertainment for our indoor cat. I stepped outside once to look at the nest and she left. She flew to a telephone wire and sat there and chirped as if to say don’t disturb my nest. She is now finished with it as far as I can tell. I am sure eggs are either there now or will be soon. I am sure putting up with us leaving will be disruptive, but we don’t do it that often just to come and go when we are leaving the house.

I read moving the nest would mean she would abandon it. So we will keep it there. Unfortunately, I won’t be able to see the eggs as the top of the nest is very close to the over hang from the gutter. Yes, I tried. She wasn’t too happy. Now we have a poop spot on the window that I need to clean up. Ah, the joys of having visitors living outside your home.


As an added zip. I saw a fox zipping buy along the sidewalk across the street. I did not have time to get a picture, but he sure was beautiful from what I saw. It’s an entertaining time at our household.

via Daily Prompt: Zip

Avid Reader

I used to be an avid reader even while walking home from the bus stop in high school, a book in my hands, while engrossed in the story. I loved reading absorbed in the plot and imagining each scene in my head. Each page inviting me to explore what would happen next.

I still do love the smell of a new book, fresh pages ready to be opened, turned, and read. The crisp sound of a page being turned and a bookmark to insert for the next time. Reaching the end of the book and knowing I had completed it feels satisfying to me.

I miss those days of reading while walking. The slowness of the pace and no need to rush to get home. It was simply the joy of reading.

Here is a brief poem I wrote about avid readers. Hope you enjoy!

Avid Readers

The smell it is inviting
Of a newly store bought book
And with every page they turn
Comes a fresh and crisp new look

Reading with a fervor
Of each new book that’s read
Pages are a turning
Bringing images to their heads

For readers they do read
Many books upon their shelves
Collecting these fresh stories
Brings joy to themselves

And if you pay attention
You certainly will find
That a reader although quiet
Has a tender heart inside

@Kimberly Balles 2017 All Rights Reserved

via Daily Prompt: Avid


Laughter’s Response

A chuckle
A robust sound
An uproarious belt
Heard all around

Sometimes it’s
A smile
A smirk, a wink, or a nod
An internal response
Often felt within the heart for awhile

Bring laughter
Hilarious and hysterical
Shared with others
Becoming quite comical

Stories and jokes
Children’s comments
Shared among folks

Laughter eases
Tears of sadness
Hurts within
Relieving tension
From life’s trials again

The best
Is felt
In joy surprised
Reaching both heart and soul
Filling an unknown hole

Christ brings
Joy centered
Love towards all
Sending smiles
To all around

Live Well Laugh Often


©Kimberly Balles 2017 All Rights Reserved.

Measuring the Cost of Unforgiveness

How difficult it is for me to forgive someone who has hurt me. My heart has become as cold as stone and bitter towards her. It has been two years and I struggle with holding onto the hurts playing them over in my mind trying to redo it the past with the “if only I had…” or “I should have” or “I wish I would have…” which leaves me feeling powerless to change things, still angry, and in a cycle that has been detrimental to my mental well-being. I have even sometimes harbored hatred in my heart towards myself and her and then as a Christian realize that is sin in God’s heart. It has been an almost daily struggle, because as I job search, it reminds me of my experiences her. It makes it very hard to move forward.

Jesus commands us to forgive others for their sins and he will forgive us. But if we do not forgive anyone, then God will not forgive us. Matthew 6:14-15 Notice the forgive anyone. When I measure every sin or hurt against me and do not forgive then He will not forgive me. I also hold myself in bondage and Satan has gained a foothold in my soul.

I have walked with heavy steps these days, my shoulders slumped, my heart disengaged, and my soul is dying inside. I am not the cheerful person I used to be and I am easily impatient and cranky. I move with somberness and distrust of others. The walls have been stacked high.

I have vacillated back and forth between forgiving her and forgiving myself, but eventually it creeps back up again. As long as I continue to hold onto this hurt it will continue to fester and reflect on my countenance. Someone who did not know me said I looked burdened. I don’t know why I was surprised, but I was. It’s as if all the glue that was holding me together is peeling away leaving cracks in my shell. The puzzle pieces becoming astray leaving me feeling vulnerable. But is this a bad thing or perhaps God is working in my heart so I can move forward? Is He helping me to heal from this? Perhaps this is a time of restoration and redemption.

I attend Willow Creek Community Church in South Barrington, IL and at our Good Friday service they talked about what the priest (Aaron) was required to do to enter the Most Holy Place so he could pray on behalf of the Israelites for the forgiveness of their sins.

Then he (Aaron) is to take the two goats and present them before the Lord at the entrance to the tent of meeting. He is to cast lots for the two goats, one lot for the Lord and the other for the scapegoat. Aaron shall bring the goat whose lot falls to the Lord and sacrifice it for a sin offering. But the goat chosen by lot as the scapegoat shall be presented alive before the Lord to be used for making atonement by sending it into the wilderness as a scapegoat.  Leviticus 16:7-10

They were showing a video of this whole process the priest had to do to enter the Most Holy Place so the Israelites to be forgiven of their sins, including cleansing himself and putting on garments of white. When they showed the last part of that passage where the goat was left behind I lost it. I love animals and the goat looked so lost. I felt it was wrong to leave the goat behind alone and forgotten. I wanted to reach out to the goat and bring him back into the fold. For what did he do? He was a goat who was chosen by lots to become the scapegoat for the sins of the Israelites. Which is worse to be the goat who dies for the sins of the Israelites or to be left alone in the wilderness? In my mind it is the scapegoat, because at least the other goat is not left alone.

Then came the reminder that unlike the goat, Jesus chose to die for our sins. Every step along the path towards the crucifixion was a choice. He chose to become the sacrifice and the scapegoat for our sins. Everything was a purposeful choice for him for He knew what the cross would bring for all people. He did it, because He loved us.

Two scriptures came to mind that evening when we returned home:

The first was “Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and YOU SHALL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” Matthew 6:28-30

The second was “I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.” Ezekiel 36:26

I am clinging to these two promises as I work on climbing out of the muck and mire of despondency to a new destination that God has planned for me. I do not want this to hinder me or prevent God from forgiving me. He has been gently guiding me during these past months prompting me through various means that I do have a purpose and a calling despite what this person said.

The scale must be tipped in the other direction to change the weight of my heart from heaviness to lightness and relieve the burden that is weighing me down. Hopefully, my steps will be lighter, I will stand tall, and live with grace in my heart towards myself and others. I want to reflect Christ so they can see Him in me.

I am grateful today for God giving me a new perspective. After our Easter service last night and a good night’s sleep, I feel refreshed and hopeful. I awoke with a song in my mind both yesterday and today. This hasn’t happened that I can recall in a long time. I think it’s God giving me a gift every morning that fits what he wants me to experience in that moment or that day reminding me of how faithful He is. How fitting that on Easter morning in 2017, I awoke feeling different than I have in the past months or even years. I have hope and thankfulness in my heart. I am thankful for a new day and his mercies toward me so I can extend that to other people even those who have hurt me. Thank you God for giving me new life and a hope for my future.

Here is the song I woke up with this morning: